Kate Gregson (
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It's still sort of hard to believe.
There are only a few people Kate has gone out of her way to tell about the fact that she and Newt are actually, seriously, for real engaged and it's not because she doesn't want to tell people, but just that she sort of wants to hold onto it on her own for a little while. She wants it just to be hers. She'd never really imagined herself getting married, but then, she'd never really imagined there was someone like Newt out there for her, so she knows plans change.
She knows things about her life, her family, she knows about the things she's done since coming to the island. The same sort of thing has happened to other people, too, and she's always been a little nervous, but it had turned out to be a good thing. She feels better for it. It's proof that her family, while irrevocably fucked up, is also still hers, no matter what happens to them. And even if she's not there with them, they love her, and she's okay. She's not as terrible at being an adult as she thinks.
So she's going to marry him even though her family isn't here to be with her, because she has other family now. People she loves, people she needs, people who are just as important and people she needs to tell about this whole thing.
So she sends a text asking them to meet her that evening at the really awesome diner not far from her apartment building. And she's nervous when she gets there, but she smiles in greeting and waves, and the ring flashes on her hand in a way she's still not used to.
There are only a few people Kate has gone out of her way to tell about the fact that she and Newt are actually, seriously, for real engaged and it's not because she doesn't want to tell people, but just that she sort of wants to hold onto it on her own for a little while. She wants it just to be hers. She'd never really imagined herself getting married, but then, she'd never really imagined there was someone like Newt out there for her, so she knows plans change.
She knows things about her life, her family, she knows about the things she's done since coming to the island. The same sort of thing has happened to other people, too, and she's always been a little nervous, but it had turned out to be a good thing. She feels better for it. It's proof that her family, while irrevocably fucked up, is also still hers, no matter what happens to them. And even if she's not there with them, they love her, and she's okay. She's not as terrible at being an adult as she thinks.
So she's going to marry him even though her family isn't here to be with her, because she has other family now. People she loves, people she needs, people who are just as important and people she needs to tell about this whole thing.
So she sends a text asking them to meet her that evening at the really awesome diner not far from her apartment building. And she's nervous when she gets there, but she smiles in greeting and waves, and the ring flashes on her hand in a way she's still not used to.
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"My parents would be flipping out right now, wow," she says with another laugh.
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"Really?" He asks, curious. "Would they not be happy for you? Or would they feel insulted because Newt did not ask them for your hand first?"
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"No, I think... I don't think my parents ever expected me to get my shit figured out," she admits. "I mean, they loved me, and I think they'd really like Newt, but I was always kind of the fucked up sibling. I'm sure they were both surprised I wasn't knocked up by the time I was sixteen."
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"Well, I think you're quite capable," he tells her, surprised that her parents apparently do not feel the same way. "And I think you and Newt are both going to, how do you say, 'kick ass' at engagement and marriage."
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When Marius speaks, though, she's totally distracted from her thoughts and she laughs. "Oh, my god, you used modern slang. I'm so proud of you."
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"Did I use the right slang?" He asks with a sheepish grin, still unsure as to many of these modern day words.
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"You're way more at ease here than you were when I first met you," she says. "I can see the difference. I mean, you still can't skate for shit."
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"No, I suppose I really can't," he laughs. He agrees; he feels different than when he first arrived, though it has only been five months, now.
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She knows it's due to the ring on her finger now, but lately all she can think about is how she wants her friends to be happy. And she knows a date is a pretty far cry from marriage and spending their lives together, but she still hopes he's actually asked for the date by now.
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He feels at a distance, compared to where Kate currently stands with Newt, but Marius finds he is happy to talk about the recent changes in his own life. He can't keep his cheeks from flushing every time he thinks of Kathy.
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"Are you going to ask her out again?" she asks and she's pretty sure she's supposed to be doing that thing where she gushes about her engagement, but she's told Marius the important stuff. Now she wants to hear about his love life.
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"Yes, I really...enjoy her company," he admits with a sheepish smile. He hasn't felt as comfortable around anyone else in Darrow as he has with Kathy. She has the quiet strength Marius wishes he himself possessed. "And how about you and Newt, then? Has becoming engaged changed anything about your relationship?"
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"It feels pretty much exactly like it should, I think," she says. "I mean, we were already living together and... he's been around every day for so long now that it just seems normal."
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"I think if you are already so familiar with him, you shouldn't have any surprises with marrying him," he says. "But truly, I am so happy for you both."
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And Newt's just the right man. He's the right fit. He's good to her and he's smart and he's kind, but he speaks his mind, too. "I'm pretty sure he's like... exactly the person I'm supposed to be with."
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"That is wonderful," he says with a soft smile. "I wish you both only the best, long and happy lives together."
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